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Baby out, time? BP? Placenta out, time? 8D

These words are what you mostly here in Bangkal Lying-in. Especially when you're inside the delivery area.
It happened just a while ago around 5:00 am.

The schedule of our duty, sad to say is the night shift which means our time sucks in the normal lying-in. But for us in OB Ward, and our time is 10pm to 6am? Our labor watch is pretty damn good.

10:00 in the evening.
I was assigned in the OB Ward to take vital signs: BP, Temp, Respiratory rate, Pulse rate, Pain scale and to check if her uterus is contracted. Now, contraction as I learned is very important, to know if she may have bleeding or not. Because if the uterus is dilated, excessive bleeding may occur and that is a No-no to our maternal patients.

After taking her vital signs, I noticed her baby wasn't that type of cranky baby or the one who's always crying.
I asked permission to carry him. His name by the way is Luis Gabrielle. Gaboy, is what my twin wanted to call him. And out of humor, I wanted to call him LuGab! :))

I was carrying him and doing cord care to him, it was so fun! :P
While we were waiting for our two waiting patients to deliver their baby.

Early morning came.
Mummy #1: The one who handled actual is my grrr aka Camille Sanchez, observe is twin aka Danielle Tatlonghari.

We were playing the the babies in the ward when all of a sudden.
"Mag rubber shoes na kayo, dali bihis na. Sterile gloves? Mask? Net?"

Turns out there was a recent admission that was already in delivery.
It was my turn to assist in handling the mother. I have to check the time for Baby Out, Placenta Out & Episiotomy done plus monitoring blood pressure.

I felt so much joy when I saw the baby being delivered plus in the ward while we were cleaning the cord of our first baby patient. I was so thrilled and happy that I reached this part of BSN.
And now, in the field I appreciate nursing more than just studying and having quizzes.
I may say now, that I am so deeply in love w/ nursing 8D


Viewers? Shocked to read this? Haha.
Turns out peoples choices change because they want it to.
Not because of faith or someone, but because it's their choice. 8D

This cold night, it made me realize, once again. Lol.
That I am acting like a kid or an elementary kid who's making papansin to her crush.

Let's drop names already.
So, when I noticed that Mike wasn't online to me before I was thinking "Bakit? Tingin nya ippm ko sya lagi?".
After our talk as friends, he wasn't invincible to me anymore.
I guess it hurts less to see him online and not talk to me much rather than he's online to others but you he's not.
It's much more nicer to see that he's okay.

So, over the past days, he's always online. I always pm him, and asks him how he is doing there, what has he been up to lately.
Then something hit me like the plane that hit the twin towers.

I'm like a freaking elementary student making papansin to her crush. Always messaging him like crazy. Hahaha.
Maybe the reason is that I miss how we talk. We always talk with humor either in ym or txts.
We always mimic others voices from anime or a funny video. We either watch or play a game in newgrounds.com and we'll comment on it. Hehehe.

I miss that buddy of mine. We argue some times and I ended up always losing. But yesterday I think I won him over. Hahaha. I just think so.

So I decided now, not to message him much. Cause in our case that he was my ex, it looks like I'm so overly pathetic and desperate for his attention. I don't want to be labeled like that no! :))

So, I'll talk to him if he pms me, not when I pm him all of a sudden. XD

Hey viewers, comment some time.
I want to know what you think about my posts.
Keep reading, and stay tuned. XD



So, me and my boyfriend broke up last 3 weeks ago, i think.
For me it was cool and all.

I thought that I can move on so easily, I know I'm strong and independent.
But 2 days after, I was already crying all afternoon. I miss him so much and I can't accept the fact that we broke up, knowing that he wasn't even sure if he loved me. It's a little bit hard to accept that he'll never return to me cause there wasn't a time that he truly tried to love or like me. Let's admit it, love is a pretty big word for our age.

I keep thinking through a year that we've been together, I loved him so but he never did. It huts so much.
It's so ironic that our friends always admire us cause we've been together for a year and 8 months, and we broke up just for a reason that he wants to be single.

At first I really tried to accept it, all along I was only denying it. Well that's what they do just to accept it.
After a week I finally accepted the fact that we're over and we'll never be together again.
But honestly I still can't say that I don't love him, cause I still do. He influenced my life so much and he believed in me so much that my self-esteem went boom.
I can't deny the fact that I miss to be with him, all those cuddling and stuffs. I just miss our bondings, cause he's also been my best friend through the years.

I hope when he finds the right girl for him, is that he makes her feel special and loved. And that I wish for the girl to be patient w/ him. I've been patient w/ him and to be honest it's worth it. Cause I know somehow he liked me.
I still like him, and I still miss him.

I am moving on, but it doesn't mean that I don't love him anymore.
I'm always here for him as a friend and only as a friend.

First day of our return demo, all of us are very anxious and nervous at the same time. Anxious because finally, you'll get a chance to do injections that will lead to your capping. Nervous because you're only a student nurse and you'll be giving a shot to your classmate, what more if it's a patient, right? ü

We're already grouped and look at that we got the Foley catheter insertion first. I know it's easy, I mean you just have to prepare the sterilized materials, put on a sterilized glove and start the catheter insertion. But when I got to the room, I got a chance to watch my classmate before me, so the chances of the clinical instructor repeating what she'll remind us will decrease. After my classmate it was my turn already.

My heart pounded so heavily and also my breathing pattern. The C.I. asked me what was the indications needed to use a Foley catheter and what are the materials needed in an insertion. I answered them all, but I got mixed up with the materials because I was so freaking nervous. Bad start, oh shiiiiiiiiit.
When I finished the procedure, my score was good at all and I was so thankful. I'll study more and learn how to relax more in times like this.

The next part of the return demo was a big shocker, we have to do an intradermal and intramuscular injection on our classmates. This is what I'm talking about in my introduction.

Let's skip to the part when I was about to inject a sterilized syringe with a saline solution.
I prepared the materials, introduced myself and told the patient the procedure of what we will be doing. My partner was very cooperative while I was the one who's nervous. I'm so afraid that I may hurt her a lot. I told her "Ma'am relax lang po tayo and hinga ng malalim" when I said that, I was the one who inhaled so deep and they laughed.

Oh my gaaaah! This is the time that I'm the one who's being injected. I was already panicking because they told me that it hurts a lot. I'm the type of person who's very afraid of needles. I don't know why, but my pain threshold is very small/ little. When the needle was inserted to my deltoid intramuscularly, I sang the alphabet and got stucked with the lettter E. I was singing "A B C D E E E Eeek!" T^T

Next we're on the Intradermal injection and so far all of the student's reaction was "Ay nako, goodluck! Ang sakit!" -- very encouraging, right?
When it was my turn, I called my friend Nikolai, to hold my hand cause I was really panicking and white. I was so pale and tears started to fall down already just as when the needle was inserted 15 degrees in my skin. When she pushed the solution, "OH CRAAAAAAP!" I squeezed Nikolai's hand so hard and I was like crying buckets of tears. Haha.

Regarding with the pain scale, the one that hurts the most was the Intradermal but with regards with the duration, Intramuscular takes the prize -- it lasted for almost 2 hours.

This is where I end it already, because I have to go to sleep. Have return demo again at 6am. Pray for me I get the enema and newborn suctioning correct ü

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